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LiLxLaydee
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Name: JuJu
State: Massachusetts
Metro: Boston
Interests: i love shopping, especially shiney or furry things. not real fur of course.i love to eat out at restaurants, so i love food. i miss cheerleading, and i love snowboarding. i love my car, and i love fast cars. i love cars period. i love bikes too, and go karts. i live for excitment, i live for adventure. i love fancy drinks and love fancy desserts. mango smoothies are the best! i love watching movies, and fancy dinners too! i love to play dress up when special occasions come! i love to travel and explore the world, and i'm a sucker for romance! i love my friends, and i love just being with them. i love to laugh and smile, " so smile for me"....
Expertise: All them crazy things that you can't do. so wouldn't you like to know? =P
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Member Since:
3/25/2003
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| so here i say again...when the unexpected happens, it's inevitable. There's no control, it happens all too quick to digest. there's no wrong, and there's no right, but there is acceptance. it's indescribable, and there's nothing you can do but to just embrace... | | |
| hmm...do you ever watch a movie, or read a book, and you can relate to it from the begin to end? what happens when you find reality in fiction? you finished the book, you know how the movie ends, but then what about the life that you'll live? | | |
| This entry is inspired from an observation through my little eyes. Seeing couples and hearing things all the time is probably what makes me stand tall. every relationship starts out great. But it's only a matter of time before they start to break down and turn brittle, but why? I feel like somewhere along the roads, we tend to lose ourselves, who we are, what we stood for, and why the reasons the other half is with you to begin with. screaming and anger starts to get harder to calm down, and listening to one another and trying to find a solution never seems to be at the top of the list. People then start to lose eachother as a whole, and is then two individuals fighting for their own rights and that is that. we start to grow stubborn, and turn on eachother, and then that fight or situation will never leave the mind. the relationships are then weaker, you lose doubt, we then tend to forget why you're fighting for, or people start to see the bad in the other rather than the good that was once there. As soon as the first fight happens, a relationship is being tested, and at that point, it'll never be the same. you either make it or break it.... I will never lose myself through weakness ever again. Fight for what is right, and don't give up for the wrong reasons. | | |
| So i've found myself more clumsy then i thought i was. I mean i knew i was a clumsy person, but never did i realize i'm not only clumsy physically, but emotionally. I find myself always making mistakes unintentionally. to explain further, i've always said things that makes sense to me, but to someone else, it's totally ridiculous and then i've caused a problem. so sometimes by speaking my mind, i'm always getting myself in trouble when they should've never been there in the first place. or maybe it's cause i'm so understanding that i forget people aren't like me and so they won't get where i'm coming from. all i really want is for everyone to be happy, and maybe it's not what people are use to, but that's the beauty of it all, being exposed to new things and learning. We'll i've been learning since i stepped foot into america and has seen and experienced a tremendous amount of things that i am glad made me the person i am today. "Clumsy" or not, this is where people either accept me or can't handle me. I'm a very strong person, and it'll take a very strong person to sweep me away. and being "clumsy" would mean i'm not perfect and that i do have flaws. I don't think i expect anyone to ever understand me fully cause i'm an interesting one. i'm not your average girl....
i really just needed to write. the need to be free and just escape. i really wrote a totally different entry the other night, didn't get to finish, but realized it was useless. so to sum things up, here it goes. things have been crazy busy, i can't even find the time for myself. time is flying but it's flying gracefully. it's been great. new things and new changes, and i've been happy. yes, happy and can't remember when was the last time i've been stressed. i do kick myself for not being there for her as much as i said i was or wished to have been. but i do wish her the best of luck and hope that i can always be a great help from now on. and as for him, i wish him the best of luck on the road he chose and that we can be great friends. and as for someone, i hope this is only the beginning of something wonderful. | | |
| maybe i've said too much already. maybe there is more, but sometimes it just feels like i've wasted so much effort when it won't be aknowledged in the first place....but i like what i have now. | | |
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